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A.H. obsession

i remember there are so many times when my friends,
friend's friend's,
style icons,
are crazy over audrey hepburn,
yes she is beautiful and she does look classy,
that's about it.

i never really saw what the big hype was all about,
then today, i was bored as usual and i was just researching on her,
wikipedia and pictures and what not (yes i am a stalker)

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i am starting to understand why she's one of the most classic looking woman on earth.
shes legend indeed.

her style is so classy - TOTALLY CAN IMAGINE IMEE WEARING LIKE THAT.

shes making me urge for shopping!! tsktsk. no anqitayyyy CONTROL.

xx

....

it really doesn't matter if its true that you run around in my mind.
what's important if i run all over yours.

im tired of waiting, waiting and waiting.

slowly, sure enough,
anxiousness fades and i no longer feel frustrations when what i anticipated hasn't arrived.

there are more things in life which i worry about,
which i fret about,
that are so much more worth my attention.

you are not all of me.

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just finished writing my SELF MADE post cards to my lovely darlings :)
destination: England, England and Malaysia.

probably going to cost me a bomb to send it over,
but you lovelies are worth it!!!

jacqueline, if you read this before you check your inbox on facebook....
hurry send me your address!! :)
you guys have no excuse, no hating me saying i don't ever keep in touch!! :) cause i do.
i do try at the very least.

this was the only "recent" picture i could find of all four of us.
sad. it was taken in 2007.
let's 2010 group photo be JUST AS AWESOME :)

xx

to gina & others who cares.

No, the previous post isn't about ANY boy. or ANY relationship.
it's just something that is so long and emotional and frustrating.

which i will tell you guys when i skype or call or something in private.

LOVE YOUS.

all i hear is raindrops.

life lesson number one:

i just realized something,

"rain exists so that we would appreciate sunshine" - a phrase that means something.

something that means much deeper,

that hit me like a truck last night.

ever felt really bad?

like you regret making a decision,

a step you wished you hadn't taken?

and you spent hours, days, weeks, months on end hoping you hadn't.

but you know what? those time you spend in resentment and regrets,

is not going to help you,

it's never gonna help that you feel down and unhappy.

i'm gonna give myself a span of 24hours, ONE day to feel crap.

and then i am going to be the strong girl that i can be and climb back up and stand tall.

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but i shall be smart,

think before i speak or act.

2nd thoughts are important,

think twice before you do anything.

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sunburnt

i went to rottnest island yesterday for a day trip,
with jessica wongfuihan and chun tan!
it was a one time experience, BECAUSE I AM NEVER GOING BACK THERE.
it was a rip off in the first place,
the ticket there was 70 dollars (return ticket)
but still, it was SO NOT worth the price since the ferry ride there was only like 25mins long.

the only thing worth my time was the beaches there, no doubt it was beautiful,
even more beautiful than my favorite beach in perth, cottesloe haha.
but other than that...NOPE.